I got yelled at twice today for being withdrawn. I feel like I am 15. Well not really, if I was leaving everyone else alone they would have left me alone too. I spend most of my childhood withdraw from the world, living in books. Now if I am not my usual winy attention whoring self I am depressed, and not myself. I mean we spend every minute of ever waking day together. Maybe some times I do go into my own little world for a while... I always come back.

122.8 this morning.

Breakfast - Oatmeal(165) + An Apple(60)
Lunch - Salad (20) + Ranch (120) + Cheese (114) + Egg (70)
Dinner - Half of a burger(365) and a few [7 maybe] fries from Braums (60)

After - (64)Shot of Wiskey + (292) 4 glasses of wine

1330

No wii fit yesterday, lets see how today goes...

So, I did good that whole day until Tim decided we should get drunk. We drank about 3/4 a liter of jameson, and I was so hungover yesterday I didn't really get out of bed. No more whiskey during the week. We really can't do that any more. So my BMI is back up to 20.75 boooo. My next goal is in two weeks and is 120 lbs. I will reach this one. I just need to not go on some many drinking benders.

I am going to start gardening after this damn snowstorm that is supposed to blow through. It has been in the 70's and 80's. What the hell? Oklahoma freaking weather.

Salad, salad, freaking salad. I have to reach this goal. It is getting way to close to summer.

I have had a really good start this morning, lets hope it contenues to go well!

Weight:   Bathroom scale says 125.4 an hour later

Body fat: 20.8%

Waist:  26"

Hips:   36"

Thigh:  21"

Chest:  34"

Arm:  11"

Calf:  13"

I need to go buy some green tea. Bad.

They are painted! Geez someone take them!

On another note, yesterday that I didn't finish went like this:

~  15        Kid Vitamins
~290        Lean Pocket
~300?        3/4 of a cup of some chicken casserole (Couldn't have been to bad there wasn't any cheese)
~237        1 cup mashed potatos
~160        2 glasses of blush wine.

Which comes to a total of 1002. Not bad at all. Of course I didn't wake up till 2 pm yesterday...

Must start wii fit. I did clean a lot yesterday so I hope that counts as sort of working out haha.